SupermanSavesTheDay! ☺

Yieee. Naalala ko siya. Disturbed and all daw siya nung nalaman niya yon. :)))

Cuuuuute. ♥

I know. That’s why I’m staying. :)

Awww.</3

Ang saya siguro ma-Home Alone! =)))

Tinanong mo ko kung alam ko ‘tong movie na ‘to. Syempre sabi ko hindi. Sabi mo panuorin ko, so I did. After watching it, tinext agad kita. Simple lang reply mo.. “Ayokong matulad tayo sa kanila. :(“

That was December 2011.

At nakakatuwang hindi mo nga hinahayaan na matulad tayo sa kanila. :)

We both love this movie. You even asked me not to be like Summer. Hahaha. Cuuute. ♥

(Source: st4yy-g0ld, via ruoloc)

(Source: st4yy-g0ld, via ruoloc)

Love is something wonderful, so they say. And I’ve trusted them, until right now.

How come I haven’t experienced what everyone’s talking about? “It comes when it comes,” my very-much-in-love-friend said with a smile. “I didn’t search for it, it came to me.” She flashed another smile. Those two sentences felt like a knife through my chest. So, I’m just supposed to wait? I don’t want to wait no more. I’ve been waiting and searching for almost 17 long years. I want to be able to feel, touch and taste the “love” that is supposed to be out there. Because love, that is what I’ve answered when people ask what I think life is all about. But now I don’t know anymore. Because I can’t keep hoping, waiting and praying for it to appear forever. Because then I will die without having to experience life, since the whole meaning with life is just that- love. It hurts for me to realise that love is all around me but somehow I’m not even allowed to have a tiny, small piece.

Should I give up on love, or die trying?

My mind used to race a lot. It would think about everything possible and I would worry constantly. My mind is quiet now, I am more relaxed and at peace. Writing things down can often make them more real and seemingly justified. Once I write something it is no longer my burden to carry, I have expressed it to the world and the world can do with it what it likes. I write down my thoughts because it can help me organise what’s in my head into what is real and what is now. 

Seeing you makes my heart leap into my throat, and I can’t help but smile. A million balloons fill up my chest, and every tender thing you do makes me fall further in love with you. I wish I could express it properly,  without sounding creepy or weird or clingy. I just want to be with you always.

Iloveyou, forever and always. ♥